true love waits in haunted attics

i cant afford losing people anymore
knowing that people will come and eventually go in the end makes life seem so meaningless

i should've realized that letting people in means i am ready to see them leave

blue

life has been hectic these days, or maybe it just seemed like it to me.
at the end of each day i felt exhausted when all i actually did that day was just staring at my phone screen
i seriously need to put my phone away

ive been feeling a lil bit blue lately

i got online social anxieties if that makes sense

a pic from around 1year ago probably

it calms me

but old pics makes me sad. they seem so perfect it almost physically hurts.